Moments for Mom - February 2010

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Moments for Mom — February 2010
Yesterday would have been my eighteenth wedding anniversary. Had my now-husband, then-fiance, not broken our engagement, that is. That was my first, first-person heartbreak. Meaning, I had gone through being a child of divorce, but that was more about my parents than about me. So, this was my first, big, hard thing. And it was devastating.

But I was telling my son about it this morning, leaving out the devastating part, and I said to him, “Had we gotten married on January 25, 1992, when we were supposed to (please imagine me air-quoting feverishly right about now) instead of when we did, I wouldn’t have had you. You wouldn’t even exist.” He gave me that look that tells me he totally doesn’t know what I mean. But when I said those words while looking my sweet boy in the eyes, it took my breath away.

That devastation that I would’ve given anything not to live through back then brought me Sara and Jack. Because I’m sure that if we’d gotten married earlier, I would’ve started bugging Kevin about having kids earlier, and he would’ve relented earlier, and therefore we would’ve created altogether different human beings (well, God would have, but you know what I mean).

Side note: when I told Jack our actual wedding day and year, he didn’t say anything for a moment (turns out he was calculating) and then he said, incredulously, “You waited another almost two years?” My response, “You are preaching to the choir, brother.” (I got that quizzical look again.)

So if today is a day that you happen to be in the middle of a really hard thing and you can’t catch a glimpse of the other side, or you have been through something that you thought would simply break you beyond repair and restoration, please allow my small story of deep pain to bring a bit of encouragement…a bit of a reminder…maybe even a bit of hope…that good things can and do and will come from hard things. In fact, I can’t think of even one hard thing in my life that didn’t produce at least one good thing that was better than the hard was hard.

So hang in there, really…and keep your eyes and heart open. You just might be surprised.

Romans 8:28 (The Message) That's why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.

©Elisabeth K. Corcoran, 2010

Elisabeth lives with her family in Illinois. She is the author of the devotionals, In Search of Calm: Renewal for a Mother’s Heart (Xulon), Calm in My Chaos: Encouragement for a Mom’s Weary Soul (Kregel), and is excited to announce the release of He Is Just That Into You: Stories of a Faithful God who Pursues, Engages, and Has No Fear of Commitment (WinePress). After ten years of leading Women’s Ministry and four years on staff at Christ Community Church – Blackberry Creek Campus over Adult Ministry and Community & International Impact, she is now devoting her time to speaking and writing. Her passion is to encourage women and the Church, and applying her gifts to eradicating local and global AIDS. You can follow her on Twitter at ekcorcoran.

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Moments for Mom — February 2010
Yesterday would have been my eighteenth wedding anniversary. Had my now-husband, then-fiance, not broken our engagement, that is. That was my first, first-person heartbreak. Meaning, I had gone through being a child of divorce, but that was more about my parents than about me. So, this was my first, big, hard thing. And it was devastating.

But I was telling my son about it this morning, leaving out the devastating part, and I said to him, “Had we gotten married on January 25, 1992, when we were supposed to (please imagine me air-quoting feverishly right about now) instead of when we did, I wouldn’t have had you. You wouldn’t even exist.” He gave me that look that tells me he totally doesn’t know what I mean. But when I said those words while looking my sweet boy in the eyes, it took my breath away.

That devastation that I would’ve given anything not to live through back then brought me Sara and Jack. Because I’m sure that if we’d gotten married earlier, I would’ve started bugging Kevin about having kids earlier, and he would’ve relented earlier, and therefore we would’ve created altogether different human beings (well, God would have, but you know what I mean).

Side note: when I told Jack our actual wedding day and year, he didn’t say anything for a moment (turns out he was calculating) and then he said, incredulously, “You waited another almost two years?” My response, “You are preaching to the choir, brother.” (I got that quizzical look again.)

So if today is a day that you happen to be in the middle of a really hard thing and you can’t catch a glimpse of the other side, or you have been through something that you thought would simply break you beyond repair and restoration, please allow my small story of deep pain to bring a bit of encouragement…a bit of a reminder…maybe even a bit of hope…that good things can and do and will come from hard things. In fact, I can’t think of even one hard thing in my life that didn’t produce at least one good thing that was better than the hard was hard.

So hang in there, really…and keep your eyes and heart open. You just might be surprised.

Romans 8:28 (The Message) That's why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.

©Elisabeth K. Corcoran, 2010

Elisabeth lives with her family in Illinois. She is the author of the devotionals, In Search of Calm: Renewal for a Mother’s Heart (Xulon), Calm in My Chaos: Encouragement for a Mom’s Weary Soul (Kregel), and is excited to announce the release of He Is Just That Into You: Stories of a Faithful God who Pursues, Engages, and Has No Fear of Commitment (WinePress). After ten years of leading Women’s Ministry and four years on staff at Christ Community Church – Blackberry Creek Campus over Adult Ministry and Community & International Impact, she is now devoting her time to speaking and writing. Her passion is to encourage women and the Church, and applying her gifts to eradicating local and global AIDS. You can follow her on Twitter at ekcorcoran.

I was just reading this one today. but in the King James it reads like this.

Romans 8:28 (King James Version)

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

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No matter how you say it-Praise God He holds are lives in His hands and continually is at work turning all things around for ultimate good! What the devil meant for harm and to steal from us and destroy us, God turns around and uses that situation to be a blessing to us and a testimony of His goodness for others to be Blessed-Praise The Lord!